1. jo2010      Posted 2 months ago #
   

   
   

   Hi Julia and FH women,

   Thank you for another growing experience in the circle. I would like to continue practicing the exercise on expectations while I find a new attitude in pursuing my dream.
   I also have a technical question for you all. I was asked to do a sonohysterography. I have done other tests but this one, I do not know why, I am really resisting. Maybe it is a very common thing to do, but still I am resisting it. Would anyone like to share their experience and telling me what to expect and/or avoid? I hope I will understand why my body got so fed up with testing and whether I should put it on hold for now.

   A very warm hug to all of you,

   P.

2. AnneElizabeth      Posted 1 month ago #
   

   
   

   I have had this test performed twice by two different doctors. The first experience was horrible, but the second time it was so simple and not in the least bit uncomfortable. Don't worry about it too much and recognize the test as an opportunity to learn something new about your abundant fertility. There can be no "negative" finding no matter what you discover. Knowledge is indeed power as we play this game of conception. Wishing you courage and love, Anne

3. jo2010      Posted 1 month ago #
   

   
   

   Hi Anne,

   Thank you for sharing your experience. This month I could not do the test, I suspect I got tired of the very idea of doing tests, even if as you said this one is not the worse procedure I could possible undergo. Will see next month, for now I had to accept this huge resistance, perhaps a resistance to the very concept of using ART? I was a real chicken. I will work on feeling different for next month.

   Thank you once again for replying.

   P.

4. AnneElizabeth      Posted 1 month ago #
   

   
   

   You are so sweet. I think you are indeed courageous to approach this process with honesty and to honor your emotions. Your body and your mind are just learning to dance together. Keep listening to your inherent wisdom. It was funny that your post appeared the same morning I was thinking that I might need this test myself once again. I have been experiencing some trouble getting my uterine lining to develop properly and I am concerned that I may have experienced some scarring of the uterine tissue following a couple of D&C procedures last year. My doctor is actually going to do a hysteroscopy instead of an HSG along with some blood work. I remember how I really did not want to do that second HSG a couple of years back, so it was funny to be calling up my doctor to ask for the test! I don't want to say that I am hardened, but I do feel like I have different perspective and things like tests and needles don't seem like such a big deal anymore. The real work is getting inside the longing and once you start to do that, everything else is so much easier. You are doing all of the important things first, so don't worry about the rest of it. Love, Anne

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